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(That awkward moment when you're concerned for someone you don't really talk to anymore. Now he has to fumble through the acts of caring without sounding too concerned or invested (because he isn't!!!). He can't ignore it though... whether they get along now or not, they had a history together that went back.)

nah
I guess... not really.
We were more worried than scared.

Do you wanna know?

[YAMATO DOESN'T WANT YOUR CONCERN ANYWAY!! Except without Kashuu around all he's got is his mom... and maybe Yato, which is just kind of sad. He needs more friends.]

yes

[At least he's never been one to mince words. Even at his most PA, he's never been one for mind games or clever phrasing.]

I saw a monster in mine
an actual scary one, not a cute or silly one

(Maybe you'd have more friends if you weren't being passive aggressive at your old ones!! Yamato is lucky Ryusei is an overall good guy.)

THen you cant laugh!

(No more Disney princess jokes ok.)

It was just you and me. Someone we knew \was sick so we were looking for medicine out in the woods or something.

You were saying we didn't have a lot of time left and then this bear shows up. Its big and roaring and you get ready to fight it but I told you to knock it off.

Obviously you dont wanna listen because youre a knucklehead.
I start talking to this bear right? Like hey someone important is sick and needs medicine so let us go. And it lets us? It just leaves us alone.
And that's it. TBH i was really cool.

[YOU CAN'T BE HIS FRIEND IF YOU DITCHED HIM WITH NO WARNING AND STILL HAVEN'T APOLOGIZED]

I'm not laughing

[Pointing that out first, even Ryusei gets the story out--and it's true, he was rolling his eyes, not laughing. He's too listless to laugh right now, okay.]

...
okay now I'm laughing

[No he's not HE'S JUST BEING A SHIT you can take the sword away from okita but you can't take the okita out of the sword okay.

Still, he replies again, quickly enough that Ryusei wll be able to tell he didn't mean it.]

that sounds kind of normal, though
I mean, not normal normal, but normal like how I dreamed Izumi and I were sparring with real swords and he tripped on a bottle

[i.e. more realistic than creepy monsters and less traumatizing than blood and loneliness.]

mine was... I don't know who all was there
it sounded like a lot of people but the only one I could hear clearly was Kiyomitsu
there was a lot of blood and yelling and it was really dark... I just remember running up some stairs and then there was a huge creepy monster at the top
and it threw me back down the stairs and I heard Kiyomitsu yelling and that's it

[That's not it, actually, but Ryusei doesn't get to know about the most recent dream, the one where he'd been waiting, and waiting, and waiting for Kashuu to come home, alone and trapped and horrendously lonely. That's not something anybody gets to know, not even Kashuu.]

Edited 2017-04-11 04:19 (UTC)

(HE HAS NOTHING TO APOLOGIZE FOR? People quit clubs all the time!!)

You had real swords?

(Just like in his own dream...)

Monsters aren't real. And neither are dreams. Even Koukichi knows that.
I guess is everyone's having weird dreams though there's gotta be something.
Maaybe IU'll talk to mom about checking for mold or something.

(It's happening to people outside of the apartment too... but maybe they can do something about in the apartment itself. Who knows. He's just trying to be reasonable. And if his friends (and vague friends) are having shitty nightmares the he wants them to stop.)

And idk what youre watching before bed but knock it off

monsters aren't real the way horses never existed, right?

[a.k.a. for all they know, monsters could be the next change that comes along. Monster just replacing everyone with blonde hair or something. Monsters holding bake sales. Monsters eating people. WHO EVEN KNOWS.]

yeah we did. and then kiyomitsu got a real sword from them so obviously we should be preparing for something big

[You don't just send people swords in the mail like it's nothing. Not even Yamato would do that (although that's more because he wouldn't trust the post office to handle a sword properly... even though he's never touched a real sword in his life, aside from Kashuu's?? okay yams)]

this is different

( He doesn't know how or why but it just is. Horses are real and fruit doesn't dance but monsters are definitely not real. )

A REAL sword?
That's pretty cool!

But don't go all conspiracy theory on me. Things are weird but the world isn't ending or anything. WW3 isn't going to happen so CHILL.

if you say so

[Ah, the words of someone who isn't buying it.

Whatever, he can be paranoid all he wants YOU CAN'T STOP HIM. (It probably says a lot about his current state, though, that he doesn't even react to Ryusei saying "that's pretty cool".]

it's not like I'm freaking out all the time but I'd rather be prepared than caught off-guard
and why are you telling me to chill when you're the one that messaged me in the first place

Edited ( ) 2017-04-13 05:20 (UTC)

its not like I'm freaking out or anything.
I was just wondering.
you know like I saidbefore.

[There are a lot of ways Yamato could respond to this. "You never cared before" is one of them. "I don't think you're taking this seriously enough" is another, but that one isn't very fair, since Yamato's taken all the changes around them in stride, more or less.

Eventually, he gives up.]

whatever

[GOOD JOB, YAMS. What a great way to end a conversation.]

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