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Yasusada
I'd rather be doing kendo
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okitactless) wrote2017-01-25 07:26 pm
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[It's a strange thing, to know someone so well that you don't understand them at all. Soujirou had insisted Kashuu cared more than he ever let on, too, but Yamato's still not sure what to make of that.]
all I know is that there's a lot of stuff he doesn't want to talk about with me
that's why I thought he might talk to you instead
[Since, if Yato's theory is correct, Kashuu doesn't care as much about Yato's opinion of him, and thus wouldn't be afraid to talk about upsetting things. (And hey, he's right, if only by chance.
Of course, Kashuu cares about everyone's opinions, but. It's not the same. Regardless of how uncertain he is as to the state of Kashuu's feelings towards him, Yamato's willing to agree with that.]
I guess I couldn't be mad if he did though
talk about stuff with you I mean
since you're the only one who knows about that thing that happened with those guys
[WAY TO BE SPECIFIC, YAMS. He means his spontaneous alien healing, though--as well as the vision he'd seen during that fight, in fact. Congratulations on unintentionally becoming their secret keeper, Yato??]
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First Aki and Yuuko and Ryoji, now Yamato and Kashuu... Yato isn't sure how he keeps landing in the middle of secrets that he doesn't know are supposed to be secrets. Must be all the forceful intrusion into people's personal business. ]
When did I become a secret vault?
(Not that I mind, you can always tell me anything. (･ᴗ･̥̥̥))
You haven't told him about any of that stuff though? He'd probably be more candid with you if you opened up first.
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At least for Yamato's part, though, it's because he trusts Yato with this kind of thing. In truth, there aren't a whole lot of people Yamato's willing to discuss his Kashuu problems with, and while he feels bad for veering the conversation away from Yato's terrible dreams, maybe a distraction is what he needs right now. So he doesn't try to go back on course just yet.]
I told him about the fight of course
so that he could be prepared
but for the other stuff... he'd just worry, so there's no need. there's enough weird stuff happening to him personally as it is, I don't want to add to it
[That last bit makes him huff out a laugh, though it's quiet and wry.]
I open up too much, I think
I try to talk to him about things all the time but he always shuts down or runs away
it's been like that for a long time... even when we were kids he was
Nn... shy? no, guarded maybe? I don't know how to describe it
at least for a little while, then he started to be as bright as he is now
["Bright"... well, Yamato's never claimed to be good at words, so that's the closest he can come to describing Kashuu's easy sociability. As far as Yamato's concerned, Kashuu shines like a star in the middle of a room, which is why it breaks his heart even more to watch him shut down so completely.]
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[ goddamn
also "bright" YAMATO what does that even mean... Yato reads it as "intelligent" but that doesn't quite fit either, so then he reads it as some vague Anya-esque kira kira feeling ]
Sounds annoying tbh (ﾉ｀Д´)ﾉ
Here you are trying to connect and he runs away?? What kinda friendship is that? Ingrate!!
I'm gonna give him a piece of my mind (º言º)
[ so what if it's butt o'clock ]
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and he was there for that nightmare
[And then they slept together, except not in the fun way but in the "Yamato has abandonment issues and doesn't like being left alone" way...]
（笑）who knows, maybe he'd listen to you
you say everything with conviction, it's very impressive
[He's only saying this because he doesn't think Yato will actually do it?? IT'S BUTT O'CLOCK AND HE JUST HAD A NIGHTMARE ABOUT BEING A MURDERER surely he isn't in the mood to harass people, right? right]
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brb too busy harassing Kashuu ]
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I MEAN OOPS...]